To make matters even worse, I went back on my scale and didn't like what it was telling me. I need to go back to the gym in a big way. I used to be able to eat what I want. Well, not any more. Growing older sucks.
In fact, I need a holiday on my own. You know, I feel like I need to drop work, kids and family for at least 6 weeks and go somewhere fabulous, such as India, Wyoming or Indonesia (the first three that came to my mind). I would only take care of myself, write, eat and sleep. Finding the time to exercise and lose weight would be easy with only me to take care of. I would do yoga and meditate. I would write. It would be me and me. Lovely. In fact, I am not sure that I would go back.
If only it were possible! Instead, I am thinking of exercising every day at 6 am because I badly need it and I don't want to let myself become too fat. I feel like I am grounded. Not to mention that I need to be careful about what I eat for at least a month. It feels like boot camp. And I need to go back to Bikram yoga.
It just never stops. A woman has got to do what a woman has got to do. To make matters even worse, I will have to make it look like it is easy. Ah, the things a girl has to do...
On this note, I hope that you enjoyed your holidays. Please tell me that I am not the only one suffering from pre-school blues. Now, off to work.